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It's probably more than it seems,
and what's more is, it's probably not.
I remember the day you died.
How could I remember to forget that?
Your icy fingers lying limp
in the vacuum of the space I didn't fill.
I couldn't touch you, I don't think
I knew how. I remember the heat between us
and how sad it made me that it wasn't there.
You looked at me from beneath those closed
eyelids, and told me that you'd wait for me.
Where are you now, now that I need you?
Your nostrils didn't flare, your soft hands
were rougher than they've ever been and
when I grasped your tears to my chest
I couldn't really hear your breathing.
Not now, now that I'd killed you.
But something in what you said that
day meant more to me than the silence
of the funeral bells. It meant more than
rust on rust and the words the minister
spoke to tell us how you'd been, how you'd be
and forever be.

But forever is my lullaby, and broken babies
can't cry can they?
I lost the sun that winter and you fell in love
with me. Ironic really.

Would you have told me to leave?
and would you believe that your veins
were like leaden pathways across your arms?
I saw the needles they put inside you, I saw the
scars. Still see.

I've often told you that I would like to drown.
I think I feel the water in my eyes.
I've often told you that I would like to drown.
I always imagined you'd be here to save me.
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On November 14th, 2005 09:18 pm (UTC), lah_de_dah commented:
You looked at me from beneath those closed
eyelids, and told me that you'd wait for me.


That line has torn my heart into two and sent one half in a package to you.

I fucking love you, Ciara.
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On November 14th, 2005 09:22 pm (UTC), chasingwords replied:
I love you too and it means alot that you liked this one...;__;
*HUG*
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On November 14th, 2005 09:33 pm (UTC), chasingwords replied:
;__;

Thank you sossosososososo much. that means...alot thanks
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On November 14th, 2005 10:16 pm (UTC), kodak_moment commented:
Your icy fingers lying limp
in the vacuum of the space I didn't fill.
I couldn't touch you, I don't think
I knew how. I remember the heat between us
and how sad it made me that it wasn't there.
You looked at me from beneath those closed
eyelids, and told me that you'd wait for me.


Christ Ciara. You break my heart sometimes.

xxx
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On November 14th, 2005 10:47 pm (UTC), chasingwords replied:
awww im sorry!!!
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